katiegossard - So this is God

So this is God.

This is how it feels.

This is knowing with my whole heart what God wants for me.

This is LOVE.

Love is a broken heart.

Love is a full reliance on God.

Love is trusting the Father's heart.

The specifics of how i got here don't matter.

Jesus matters.

I think this is the new life the Bible talks of, yes talks of, this is the normal christian life.

Filled up and free, FREE.

Free from fear, lies, hate, judgment,

Those old things are replaced with laughter, an uncontrolled laughter.

A smile that i can no longer hide.

Joy that wont go away.

A sense of peace.

A new kind of grace for those around me.

It's full of tears, but beautiful tears of compassion.

A heart that is broken for the nations.

Not a head knowledge of how God wants us to cry out for the nations, but a heart that weeps, cry's out and intercedes for the nations.

It's lips that will no longer be silent.

Words that will not stop.

not words for me, but words for others.

Encouraging words, words of truth that bring a new revelation.

I don't have time to create these words, they come out before i know what they are.

God has done something in me.

He is not just changing parts of me, but my whole being.

Thoughts. Emotions.

He has taken away a lifetime of worry, fear, and doubt.

My mind is renewed and my spirit is alive!

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So this is God